deep roots

 “Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong.” Ephesians 3:17

My Abba,

The more I trust you, the more I experience the reality of you making your home in my heart. I realize you are always there. But the more I welcome you into my daily rhythm, the more I enjoy your presence.

I don’t want to tuck you away you in some remote parlor (my formal living room) where I only invite special guests but never spend much time. If I relegate you to the fringes of my life, I will not take pleasure in your company the way you want me to. What a loss.

The truth is I don’t want to dress up in my Sunday best and slip in superficial visits with you sandwiched in between my “important” commitments. I want to focus on you and your words so my roots will grow down deeply into your love. I know our relationship will not thrive any other way.

I want the kind of relationship that is free from parlor talk. I want authentic communication. Honest-to-God response. Genuine connection. I am picturing an intimate conversation with the only One who fully knows me in front of a lively fire on my well-worn sofa in my flannel robe with a warm cup of peppermint tea. You lovingly nourish me with your truth and grace. I feel fully at home with you.

I know that vibrant connection will keep me strong. When I am grounded in your love, the inclement weather of this life does not uproot me. Though these storms are fierce, I want to be like that oak tree in our yard. Grounded, strong, and majestic! The winds come, but it just sways gracefully.

Please make me like that. As the winds blow, I want to gracefully sway – held fast by your strength, my roots driving deeper into the solid rock of your love.

I love you,

Mollie

My child,

You have struggled, at times, to feel rooted. But I am your forever home. Each day, your roots can grow ever deeper in my love. I am your stability, your place to feel grounded.

I am your constancy – the same yesterday, today, and tomorrow. I am not tossed about by circumstances. You don’t have to be, either. I am your safe harbor.

I want you to be rooted and grounded in my love. Remember my love is infinitely greater than the galaxies. That infinite love will sustain you when everything else withers, diminishes and dies.

What I have in store for you will defy your imagination. We can be on an amazing adventure and at home together - all at the same time. Remember, home is where I am. Stay close. Watch what I do. I will amaze you.

I love you,

Abba

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