One Thing

"As Jesus and the disciples continued on their way to Jerusalem, they came to a certain village where a woman named Martha welcomed him into her home. Her sister, Mary, sat at the Lord's feet, listening to what he taught. But Martha was distracted by the big dinner she was preparing. She came to Jesus and said, ‘Lord, doesn't it seem unfair to you that my sister just sits here while I do all the work? Tell her to come and help me.’

“But the Lord said to her, ‘My dear Martha, you are worried and upset over all these details! There is only one thing worth being concerned about. Mary has discovered it, and it will not be taken away from her.’” Luke 10:38-42

My Abba,

I don’t ever want to lose sight of the joy of sitting at your feet. I don’t want to be “worried and upset over all these details” of life. I want my connection with you to be my one great concern.

I don't often miss feeding my body. Why would I not prioritize each day so nothing would keep me from feeding my spirit?

First, I think it is because our enemy makes it a priority to attempt to keep me, and others who love you, from daily, meaningful communion with you. Second, I think I get caught up in what I can see. I see all the pieces of my day puffed up, banging their drums for my attention while bellowing of their importance.

You are eternally patient and present. Not a screamer. No drums. I can get distracted by what squeals. I, also, sometimes take advantage of your gentle lovingkindness. I know you will always be here for me.

I, typically, have identified with Mary in the story of Mary and Martha. But there have been some days this week when I have acted like Martha ... doing, doing, done. Spent. Face down choking on the dust of my busyness left by the cavalry of my bad choices. 

I don't want to live that way on any day. Ever.

I just remembered my name, Mollie, is derived from the name Mary. That is the woman I want to be. Everyday. The wise one who chooses well. The joyful one who is constantly connected to your heart. The overflowing one who is brimming with your living water - prepared for the work you have for me.

Please help me return each day to the woman you created me to be ... alive, full of joy, enamored with your presence.

I love you,

Mollie

My child,

The hamster wheel is no place for a child of the King of Kings. It will not take you anywhere. Your life is filled with people in crisis and pain. That will never change. Follow Christ’s example. Pull away from the chaos and pain and sit with me.

Please don't try to pour into others with an empty cup. That won't quench anyone's thirst. I will fill your cup. As always, I want you to serve from the wellspring of our intimacy.

Devote your attention to the one thing that is more important than anything else - adoring me. That will never be taken from you. Only you can choose to give it up. You are right. I am always available. However, it does not make me less significant because I am flawlessly faithful.

You have chosen well today. Continue to be intentional and fiercely protective of our time together. It is a treasure you should guard jealously.

I love you,

Abba

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